I am back after a long gap today as I have entered a new phase of my life. This part of my life is known as the 'Risk Phase'. I have moved from the 'Honeymoon' period to the period of a 'Widower'. I have divorced rather killed my happy go lucky life in order to chase my unrealistic dream. Unrealistic - is the word I am using here deliberately as I am not born with those special qualities which are needed to make it real rather I have to mold myself to those special characteristic features.
Today I am feeling a bit low, so I have decided to write my feelings to all my friends so as they can laugh\cry\hate\envy\pity\sympathize at me. As said its better to share rather than hold.
I don't know what will the outcome be tomorrow but I have decided and made a bargain deal with life. I have read it some where-" First decide what you want to achieve then sit down to discuss and finally pay the price for it". I have done the same. But still sometimes the imaginations run high.
Although today I am not sad about the demise of my happiness in terms of freedom and monetary aspects, rather I am concerned about certain indifferent issues of my life which I was prepared to face. I went through the same situations daily where I hear the same story of failure 'n' number of times in a day. They don't make me work hard,neither they make me give up rather they make me think about these essential head aches of my life.
I have no option to rectify them or cure them. The only thing I can do is to pray-to
pray for their betterment and for my peace. Everyone goes through these phases in their life, all I advice is just IGNORE them.
Friday, February 5, 2010
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