Scrapbook of My World, Thoughts & Fancies

Don’t Blame Me Do you know why I at times hate you, Maintain Silence, show indifference, Say things indirectly, often to hurt you? Because you gave me so much pleasure, It fuelled my desire to seek you over and over, Making me ever dependent on your love; When I am in desperate need of you, But you don’t make yourself available, It starts charcoaling my body, Snapping my fuse of sanity; Then I lose my discretion, Fail to empathise your indisposition, My craze for you overpowers my reason, And I end up being cruel to you! -Songs of a Stringed Soul By Shri Ranjit Kumar Das

दम दे मिया वे असा नौकर तेरे नौकर तेरे - नौकर तेरे, असा नौकर तेरे दम दे मिया वे असा नौकर तेरे नौकर तेरे - नौकर तेरे,असा नौकर तेरे दम दे पिया वे असा नौकर तेरे एस विगड़ी नु अल्लाह आप सवारे एस विगड़ी नु अल्लाह आप सवारे झगड़े वि सारे आप नवीड़े दम दे मिया वे असा नौकर तेरे नौकर तेरे - नौकर तेरे, असा नौकर तेरे दम दे पिया वे असा नौकर तेरे इश्क समन्दर गोरख धंदा इश्क समन्दर गोरख धंदा ओधर जावन डुब जान जेडे दम दे मिया वे असा नौकर तेरे नौकर तेरे - नौकर तेरे, असा नौकर तेरे दम दे पिया वे आसा नौकर तेरे आसा प्यार करदे, करदे ने गल्ला असा प्यार करदे, करदे ने गल्ला दावे करण लाये होर भतेरे दम दे मिया वे असा नौकर तेरे नौकर तेरे - नौकर तेरे, असा नौकर तेरे दम दे पिया वे आसा नौकर तेरे

I am back after a long gap today as I have entered a new phase of my life. This part of my life is known as the 'Risk Phase'. I have moved from the 'Honeymoon' period to the period of a 'Widower'. I have divorced rather killed my happy go lucky life in order to chase my unrealistic dream. Unrealistic - is the word I am using here deliberately as I am not born with those special qualities which are needed to make it real rather I have to mold myself to those special characteristic features. Today I am feeling a bit low, so I have decided to write my feelings to all my friends so as they can laugh\cry\hate\envy\pity\sympathize at me. As said its better to share rather than hold. I don't know what will the outcome be tomorrow but I have decided and made a bargain deal with life. I have read it some where-" First decide what you want to achieve then sit down to discuss and finally pay the price for it". I have done the same. But still sometimes the ima...

It was the most memorable evening of my life, perhaps the best I have till date. It is something I have always thought of being a part of. My eyes suddenly filled with joy when I saw a small advertisement in the newspaper(' Bombay Times ') about the concert of Padmabhushan Jagjit Singh Saheb in Vishnudas Bhave Natyagraheya-Vashi. I was en-thrilled at seeing the venue. Mumbai hosts numerous concerts of numerous people around the year but it was something different. It was in Vashi-a place where I resides. The venue also has a special significance in my life. When I joined Larsen & Toubro Infotech in 2007, it is this place where I had my induction function. It becomes the gateway for me of my transition from campus to company. Although Jagjit Singh Ji was my favorite since childhood as I was amongst a few 'T aare Zamin Par ' kinds who had a bechpan without comics and toys but I have grown up listening Jagjit Singh and Kavi Pradeep . An urge started within me when...

Avatar-A Hollywood production and directed by non other than James Cameron- the GOD of film making industry. This movie is made for every genre and anyone can enjoy the 2154AD experience. Alike anyone it makes me think how the writer can write such a story? What is his level of imagination? What is his level of intelligence? How can he visualize the faces of his characters? How he'll be able to create the world which is not known, to such the level of perfections? How he gets feeling of making less-humans the super-humans? The answer to all my questions is the word GOD. When we heard of something unusual or beyond our ways, we say it is the creation of God. Similarly this movie is beyond our ways and is created by the GOD himself. It is created by 'THE JAMES CAMERON'. He is the God of film making. It is not about the characters and technology. It is about the vision. It is about the limitless boundaries of our imagination. This is an epic which makes us see the future. The ...